Why I shouldn't go long periods without blogging

Whenever I sit down to write (type) there are so many things I want to say. So my posts sometimes end up being a whole random fiasco instead of focused on one point. I've noticed a few friends that have been posting intermittently and focusing on one subject. I think I am going to try and do the same. And maybe that will help me to not be so wordy...

So my first short subject: Sickness. Oh how I hate it. And I am not just talking about my morning sickness. I am now enjoying hating my upteenth cold in 5 months. What's worse is that because I stay at home and take care of Janen, she has to get my colds too. She's trying to nap on the floor right now, but keeps crying out in pain cause her throat hurts. I'm trying to help bring her relief but she's too tired to drink let alone suck on a popsicle. At least she's getting some sleep. This is her second nap today which DOESN'T USUALLY HAPPEN! So that's one perk I guess.

I've felt sick for several months, both from morning sickness and from exposure to mold that has weakened my immune system and won't go away (Allergies, ear aches, bladder infections, sinus infections, stomach flus, the common cold) and all have been attacking me more than once. Because of this, it's super hard for me to stay positive, but boy am I ever so grateful when I have a few days of feeling semi-normal in-between. It puts "being healthy" in a whole new perspective for me. No one likes to be sick. No One. And the longer it goes on, the more depressed I feel. How do those with life-threatening illnesses or pro-longed illnesses deal with it? I feel like this is a difficult trial for me to go through, I don't want to know what it's like to experience worse. I think for every good day I have, I need to do something special (in addition to saying a prayer of thanks) to help me remember the good days. Any suggestions??